So hard!

Trying so hard to stay busy so I don’t think but it’s not working. Sitting here again just wanting to cry and cry. Pathetic!

Even looking at my beautiful children isn’t helping.  I just get to thinking what would Beannie look like now? What would be be like. I know I should be thinking about now and the future but it hurts. 😥 so very, very much.

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