It has been a while. A long while. A while in which an awful lot has happened.
I wanted to come back a while ago but my blog had previously caused quite a huge problem which I won’t go into but I was made to feel that I couldn’t blog to protect other people’s feelings but now I want to blog. I have stayed silent too many times in my past to protect others but now I want to talk. I want to be open. I want to be honest.
If you can’t handle it then don’t read me. It as simple as that.
However – IF you do read me I beg you not to think you are making things better by taking things into your own hands and “dealing” with people you think need “dealing” with. They don’t and you don’t have the right to do that without talking to me first.
I am angry, I am often very angry but that is no-one’s fault except the people who abused me. Don’t go blaming others because that just makes me feel so much worse.
I have no way of guessing which way my blog will take me. I have no plan of action or direction but it will go where it needs to go. If you choose to take the journey with me hold my hand, cling onto my tow rope and give me a tug when I tire. Send me a cyber hug to let me know you are there or simply sit quietly beside me.
This is me. This is what I do. This is what I am.